Sadness:(

Rasa2yer ari 2 dah post initial...tp xder pun..maybe silap kot...susah btl nak tulis kat blog ni la...idea xnak kuar..no wonder i xder diary...i alway wish 2 start write diary every year but hampeh...like best fren of mine, ena..she kept her diary since high school..but me, malas betul..kalu tulis pun, mayb twice a week...So better blog than diary...
After few days internet suspens, today back to normal..So thn 2007 just begin but there is more bad news emerged..baru Feb tapi rasa mcm dah 1 thn...i've tried to figure out what the best thing ever happend to me..it hard to believe, but if i kira mayb lesser than 5 or 4...

SAD:(
1) Uncle pass away (quite close to my family n me)..I still xleh terima hakikat yg arwah ni dah xder..
2) I feel so so down when i know my appraisal result n bonus...for the whole year i'm been working n also support her whenever she got problem with her future ex...But that it..she just evalute me base on last 3 months...she fell in love with her worker n starting to be very3 bias.. I feel like useless..I got lower points among others..i do admit that i'm not holy or very good or should be awarded but u must be fair right..It remind me on my fav song by too phat..( Cinta itu buta dan menbutakan)..i rs die mabuk cinta...
3) I lost my mobile in the middle that i've no monies to buy new one...Sooo sakit ati...then my new phone byk problem...i've been cheated by that damn salesman..geramyer...dah la old version, mahal then byk software xde...then die bole ckp yg software yg die ks ni latest punya compare to my bro..he bought early, cheapest n software die dasat gile....i so sakittt ati... monyet btlll...
4) Last sunday, my school mate accident n passaway...die bwk laju then langgar..broken head..yg kesian kat parent die la..i think, 3 years back, adik arwah ni accident ms nak g sekolah..also broken head...senang yer nyawa nak melayang kan..dorg pkir nyawa tu xde harga..bwk motor laju2..yg sengsara parents gak..Ya Allah, please don't let this happen to my family..
So ni br 2bln...ader 10 more months 2 come...mintak2 pas ni everything going to b okeh n wonderful..i can't stand it anymore..